well .... sumtimes i really can't find any happiness when i'm with my family ...... but when i'm with my frens cat , Jess ++++ i enjoyed myself !!! like tat time , east coast , i realli had lots of fun !!! this feeling had been lost in mi since ' i dun noe ?! ' but i can say tat i neva feel tat fun for years ... even without money , we can play , we can go window shopping 2gether , go Singapore River +++ but with my family ... no !!! i can't do tat !!! whenever i go out with them , i felt .... i felt noting .....

If my family would go Singapore river , Eastcoast or even window shopping with mi .... i won't feel the same way .... i won't feel tat happy !!! ... maybe bcox i can't get to do things tat i like ???!! or maybe is like whenever i gop out with them there would be bad thigns happen ??!! --> bads thigns aways happen

i realli hate them sumtimes !!!!

well ... ppl say with a person wans money , that mns they are lack of LOVE?! 0_O .... sumtimes i agree , but sumtimes dun .... i realli love $$$ bcos i tink with u had alot of $$$ u can do alot of things !!! but sumtimes $$$ is not important bcox like i go out with my frens ... i dun feel that i'm lack of money ... ok la sumtimes la ... haha ..... but if i go out with my parents , i would onli think --> todae go out mux spend her $$$ ... or maybe call her buy mi sumting ... i realli dun hav a time looking forward goin out with them unless they are willing to spend $$ ....

MY SIS !! i dare not tell her anythign bout my life !!! not a ting !!! shes a freak !!!! if u tell her ur deepest darkest serect !!! U R DEAD !!! she will probally telll out in less than 2 wks .... soo .... in my family , mo wan i can trust at all .....

well ppl told mi to talk to my ma .... every time i see her face ... all the things bout hw she treated mi came to my mind ..... and i HATE to tell her anyting bout my life ....

well ... my dad ... his OK ... but as i said in the previous post .... he onli pamper my sis ALOT !!! he did pamper mi but not equally as my sis ..... and the action he did is like telling mi his pampering my sis more than mi ... i hate him when he do tat !!! his sumtimes damn unfair de lor ... u dun noe onli .... and i dun wish the rite out thse BAD mermories....

ppl oso told mi i could tok to mi cousins ... well !!! even my family i oso canot trust !!! u tink i can trust them ???!!!

but my frens ... they are not close to my family so i believe the serects i told them won't link out like water , ruining my life .... ^_______^.... Catherine , Jessie , +++ i luv u guys !!